Honestly, I've been in a horrid mood on the server recently. I've almost felt "attacked" by some players of the community, while being friends with the other parts, and the other parts I don't even know. For the past few weeks I've just been going kind of crazy with everything, and I figured I owed you an explanation. But before I do that, please remember: THIS IS NOT A RANT THREAD. PLEASE DO NOT "RANT" IN THE COMMENTS Now that that's out of the way, I should probably with start with the main source of stress; the Redstone Empire. For the past month (or two), the RE has been in a really tight and bad spot. I've been under so much stress of everyone yelling at me "WORD CAN I DO THIS" and "WORD THIS ISN'T WORKING", that I simply can't take it. Monday night was an example of me entirely flipping out. I couldn't take anything anymore. Between the Accidental Rant Thread I made, TNT asking me questions and refusing to stop, and explaining something to Dusty- I simply couldn't take it. I put the RE under lockdown that night because I couldn't take it anymore- I took a night off. Second, I need to address the "Rant Thread" I made Monday (Labeled 'Epik's Disneyland). Now- I'm going to try to say as much as I can, because I DON'T WANT TO START A FIGHT. I would just like to say that the issues presented in this thread were issues that had been annoying (lack of better word) me for a long time. I thought that thread would be a reasonable place to post how I felt, while trying not to start a fight, but when I logged in, I almost felt "attacked" again. Third, Stop saying "It's just a game" and stuff like that. Honestly, we all know that for some people, BuildCraftia and MC is pretty much their entire life (And all that' left good in it), so it gets people very sad and angry when someone starts getting shot down and beat up for a unique idea they had, and everyone is like "THIS LOOKS LIKE CRAP". Calm down. People have feelings. I do too. Lastly, I'd just like to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry I was so rude. I'm sorry I was joking at people's expense ( Epik I'm Sorry ), I'm sorry for everything. I guess I was just pushing too hard. I thought I was really important, and that I could do and say whatever I want. I was wrong to do that. This is an apology thread, not a Rant Thread. That's all I have to say on these topics, PLEASE DO NOT FIGHT in the comments. Thanks. This thread was so I could get everything off my chest. A Confession of sorts.
It takes a boy to feel guilty from his actions. It takes a man to apologize for his actions. (Not trying to be sexist.) I think it is a very positive move for you to apologize for being rude. Also, thank you for defending me against Pige, Word. You're a great friend for that.
On a side note, I completely forgot what I was talking to you about on Monday but whatever. It's chill, I'm sure everyone forgives you.
Thanks Word, and as I've been trying to do since yesterday, I apologize. I am really sorry. I was acting just a gigantic bunch more of an ass then what you could have imagined in your most frightening nightmare. I'll try to calm down, but I still have stress from school, and I'm using break to let some of it escape, and with that, the stress is shown here, on BuildCraftia, on people I call friends, even though they may not think the same of me anymore. Also, in just 10 minutes Holiday Wishes will begin! (Jk) Let it go
LET IT GOOOOO, LET IT GOOOOO! Anyway, Word, I'm also sorry I was annoying you on Monday. I was just worried for you and wanted to help. You told me something (that I'm not going to go into detail about) that made me worried, but I'm sorry for my annoyance.
