Ill start with a quote from Yva’s post as it sums up pretty accurately where my mind is at. “ you were to ask me the reasons on my resignation, there’s too many. They’re all scattered around my mind anyway, so there’s no point in trying to organise them. Half are real problems, and the other half are who knows what.” My thoughts currently are mostly comprised of anger, confusion and life. I know a lot of you know me but a lot of you don’t. I live a very complicated life for many reasons which I cant discuss, combine that with school and then BuildCraftia, I have a hell of a lot on my plate on a daily basis. At my age I also have GCSE’s coming up which are very important exams if not the most important of my life and taking all of this work on and also extra curricular items and just having a life was simply too much. Over the past few weeks was extremely upsetting and stressful for me. Having to deal with various items on the server, Most importantly Bobby and an incident today which I will not comment on. When i first started BuildCraftia I grew many enemies such as all the old staff members and still to this day they hate me, back then helping was fun but for the past few months its just been filled with pain and anger making it more of a chore over pleasure. My career in BuildCraftia has been a roller coaster ride, having major ups and major down and the odd ‘loop de loop’. I tried my best, I honestly did by investing hundreds if not thousands of my personal time into the server in order to help but unfortunately I wasn't able to get it back the ‘Ultimate BuildCraftia’ as it was once described to be. I know I didn't have many friends per say on the network due to me being the messenger of bad news throughout my time but I was only trying my best. It wasn't until today that i truly realised how useless I have been being called a ‘Dick’, ‘C***’, Being told indirectly that “we coped before with out you” etc. there is not one single factor at blame but this was certainly a main one. Im not leaving BuildCraftia with any enemies or any grudges in my opinion although some of you may hate me (Yes you can have your party now) but its time for me to move on for now at least. At the moment I will be taking a 4-5 month absence to allow me to focus on my exams and also complete summer without having commitments like this, I may come back after this but I doubt I would take the position I held due to the stress and the amount of work it was. I know this letter was short and sweet, but I think its necessary for me at the moment. I hope that I can keep in contact with all of you that want to and feel free to add me on Skype (matthewc164) if you haven't done so already. Zach and Niko know me quite well and they know that I live my life on a number of principles that I will share below and hopefully will inspire some of you Life is either daring adventure or nothing at all. - Helen Keller Buy the ticket take the ride. - Hunter S. Thompson You only live once but if you do it right once is enough. - Mae West Above all, try something. - Franklin D. Roosevelt I never worry about the future, it comes soon enough. - Albert Einstein One who makes no mistakes makes nothing at all. - Giacomo Casanova Do one thing everyday that scares you. - Eleanor Roosevelt In the end it’s not the years in your life that count, it’s the life in your years. - Abraham Lincoln And as always everyone Have a nice day, Matty <3 "Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish"
Goodbye Matty. I hope you come back soon. You were always so kind (well to me at least). But who's is a sad day. Good bye for now
sad to say bye, matty hope to see you pretty soon sir and if i don't thats what praying is for amirite till later bud
Matty, I know we've had our ups and downs. Pretty much downs because we never got along much.. It was always a fight between me and you. But we've had some good times together. Jeremy, you and I would always play paintball, begging for you to talk in the Skype call. You promising to do it the next day and never doing it xD Me making you your mini modern mansion with your secret lair in the basement Me trying to get you McDonalds codes for free stuff searching threw thousands of codes and having only around 5 of them to work xD You stealing my signature (and you still having it- TO THIS DAY xD) You were the ONLY person who gave me a million chances. Even though really, we never got along, you were always my favorite admin
Im litterly going to cry. Everyone is leaving. I go for 2 days and I've seen 6 resignation letters. Farewell my friend! Adiós!
Matty, I hope you enjoy your months off and I hope you come back - even if you're not your current rank. We've had our ups and downs too, which I won't go in detail with, but somethings that we're good include that Skype call (Matty joins call) "Do you want to make another call, Lewis?" Anyway, we'll miss you
So sad to see you leave, but it's only a couple months, they will be over before you know it! And man, I just had 3 days of exams, so knowing how it is, I wish you the best of luck on yours. Also, have fun on your break, too much of anything can tire one out. I'm sure everyone who likes you will be waiting, and very happy once you come back. Again, good luck on the exam, and have fun!
Your the best Matty. If you don't come back (Nice, your on the server now), I which you the best in life
